Wow… did I go on a ride today!

This was one of the more exciting experiences I’ve had gamma meditating. I was able to do it early in the day. And I really attempted to focus on what was happening.

I found that I periodically went into the seeing clearly with my eyes closed state that I’ve spoken about in previous posts.

So while I was meditating I tried to create an exercise that would put me into that state. I ended up dozing off for a few minutes.

When I came back, I tried it again. This time it worked. And it shocked me because it did work!

Since I’m assuming that the seeing clearly with my eyes closed state is a form of clairvoyance, I visualized myself cleaning a window behind my third eye. As I was cleaning this window, I looked out and I saw a bright green field. The coloring was bright and oddly vivid, as I’d seen before when I was in the seeing clearly with my eyes closed state.

In my visualization, I quickly jumped back from the window when I saw the bright, green grass. I was surprised to see it.

Now here’s the thing… my purposeful visualizations are colorful. But they aren’t the same quality, nor do they have the same feeling as the seeing clearly with my eyes closed visions. I’ve been trying to purposefully visualize with that same quality, and it never has the same look.

It’s not a subtle difference. It’s a huge difference between the two. Seeing clearly with my eyes closed produces a very unique intensity. Dare I say ’shocking’ again… but yes, it is shocking.

Throughout the meditation (which lasted 20 minutes) I kept having brief seeing clearly with my eyes closed moments.

During one of those moments I felt like I was lying down on a sidewalk. And a couple (man and a woman) were walking over me. They couldn’t see me though.

I actually flinched during this moment. It was so damn clear I really thought they were going to step on me.

During another one I watched a man in a suit crossing a street. There was something wrong with his back. And as he was walking I could see after affect images of him in the previous space he occupied. Kind of like a slow motion video.

In another one, I saw a boy turning the pages of a book. This was the least clearest of them all. I could only see his silhouette.

So what does this all mean? I don’t know.

The experiment continues tomorrow. In the meantime, I’m going to keep mentally cleaning that window behind my third eye.

Filed under: Gamma Meditation Experiences

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